Dear Tim,
I hung out with some of your friends just a few days ago, some people who I haven't seen in ages. I am bummed you weren't there to spend time with us, but you were too busy hanging out with Jun. I dusted off that old tape of your band, hearing Erik's voice for the first time in years. I saw picture of your wedding day, I remember that day, always thinking you would be there for me for my day. Making sure I pick out the right man, I don't have a clue who that will be but I know who you want it to be, you would definitely be smiling if I picked him but I don't know if that will ever happen. Your wife looked really hot, hell she always does. I am glad you picked her because now I have a friend to play drunk darts with and make sure she is wearing her Jourdas jeans. I gave your son a lot of hugs too, I have always thought Gavin was the cutest kid and always laughed when he wanted me to see his poop. Next week I'm taking Gavin to get sleeves! I saw your best friend Rog, I laughed looking at your old pictures and actually seeing him with hair! I saw some old south jetty stuff, wow it's been so long since anybody ever said anything about that, I always wanted a shirt with the disco ball on it, you don't happened to have any of those lying around do you? I am very honored to know you and be part of you and your family's life for many years, that is why it is so hard to say good-bye. I won't say it to your spirit, only your body. As I have always admired your feet, they traveled on to a new place your life, a place where we only longed to be. You will never be forgotten in my life, that is a promise and I know that is a fact! I still remember the words you spoke years ago when I was in high school, saying a prayer is not what it means to be a Christian, anyone can say it, but it is what you truly do prayer, taking it to heart, to do the actual prayer is what it is all about. Those words I have remembered for many years and I will never forget them, you have truly lived what you taught me. There will be no one that could ever replace you in my life. I hope I find a man like you! A great man of God, husband, father, friend, mentor, and many, many other qualities that is hard to believe one man can possess. Knowing I will have Miki and Gavin still in my life is knowing your spirit is still here. I will take care of them and love them just as you would.
I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU!
PS- save a spot for me at the dinner table and give Jun a little ass grab for me!
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cynthia
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