Random Thoughts

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

New Post

Ok I haven't blogged in a while, I feel like jared and justin but they have blogged more so I have no excuse. Nathan said he would look at my setting so I know why it doesn't look right. I've been thinking a lot about Tim lately especially since I hang out with miki more. I still can't imagine losing someone you have loved that much. I just know that I miss him as a friend. The funny thing is when I think about the memories of him I can't help but think are they real memories of what I remember of him or just memories that someone else has of him? I don't really know of anything I can really say to miki, I just have no words to comfort her. I really don't know how she feels, what thoughts are going through her head or how she deals with everyday life without him. I just want her pain to go away but does that mean for sadness to leave too? I don't know I wrestle with that all the time. Help us deal with his lose but not to forget him or what he has done.

Posted by: cynthia
Time:10:18 AM
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